世界永遠充斥著不公平...

即使你如果去做,別人都覺得你做得不妥,不夠...

往往比他人多做十倍﹑百倍﹑千倍...

他們根深柢固的印象依然無法改寫...

連續十幾日都在想自殺之後,

而家ge感覺或者那股衝勁正慢慢消去...

i hope it will be better now.

maybe i afraid of that cp in the course

i have hidden myself. but i think i can't if he is experienced.

i don't want to undergo the plan.

but until to now,sth haven't solved.

the main point is i don't know what sth is.

無時無刻都在思考著

離不開課業與自殺

這幾天用音樂來分散自己的注意

未知它能維持多久

most of the time is thinking about the plan

the thing i can do is prepare sth for my mum?

hope i am not in serious case

好慘...每日都在想自殺...

買個信封啫...都會有關連...

但我真係唔想咁ga!!

係唔係要去睇醫生先會好ga?

不停在search資料,

我似乎是思覺失調...

難怪上次同醫生傾傾下突然間問我有無諗過自殺...

我係呆左幾秒...(不過我否認了)

我答完之後係好緊張,因為我怕自己講錯野...